From the beggining connections in our neurotic neurons (always being pathed), the universe seen through certain array telescopes, that measure the CMBG (cosmic microwave background emittion). The CMBG and other radio waves are actually waves. We can convieve of particles as we can convieve of bullets, until we've been shot. Once you determine you've witnessed clearly reality in matter form, AND wave form you subject to no experince giving you an explanation on the mechanics of the universe it's self.